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today morning junk message me asking me to go with him to suntec... then after school go suntec lor.. I shall skip the school part cos theres nothing interesting to tell u all here.. LOL.. then he also ask his godsis and her fren to come.. ok la.. i just tok to junk at first.. we talked about his life at school.. then about his life story.. how he getting on with his girlfriend and so on.. haha..

quite glad he getting on fine la.. so i quite fang xin.. haha.. then we go queue for de Donut Factory too.. hahaha.. i bought 6 of them and he bought 12 of them.. hahaha.. so much right? then after that we went walk walk and then went eating at Pasta Mania.. ate chicken sausage pasta with combo 2.. and at a price of $10.50.. then Junk had to "support" me with 50 cents.. hahaha..

after the meal the girls went to shop shop while we just tagged along.. sian.. he then remembered and asked me how am I doing.. hahaha.. just tell him everything lor.. sometimes i so xian mu him got gf.. but then all things have 2 sides to that la.. some personal things i dun tell here le.. hahaha..

when he asked me that question, i was reminded about you.. missed u bad ><

100th post

yay.. finally this is my first 100th post le!! yeahh!! hahaha.. today is a kinda average day.. during break my group went doing FOM ca2 la.. so sian lor.. we chose Action City.. then went to start trying to do this and that.. haha..

after that, and an hour later, me, liang chai, huiwen, chee keng and amalia went to AMK to the childcare center to do voluntary/CIP work.. guys went to wipe off dust from the lamps and the fans while girls went to disinfect the mattresses and the chairs.. during the time i was wiping the light, ryan called me.. i was on a ladder and need to pick up my phone.. lol.. then i picked up la.. quite dangerous sia.. and they want to change to minitoons.. anything goes.. we haven even start ma.. haha after we finished the lamps and fans we naturally went to help the girls la.. We're gentlemen ma.. ^^ then after that we went to drink rebina and also to eat the nuts in wasabi.. quite nice lehh.. haha..

after the break the people wan us to see what we can do for making a room into some sort of courtyard.. we left the girls to do it while me and liangchai went to the nearby rubbish dump to take out a trolley.. wth man.. its sooo smelly.. then i just went in to the DEEPEST part and pushed the trolley out with the help of liang chai.. then we went to take the items to throw away and put it on the trolley..

when we went to the trolley there, we also saw a surprised bangala..haha.. just apologised to him and run out lor.. and we presented the plans to the people, and they asked us when we free again.. haha.. in hols lor.. so we just tell them and we'll also go next time to help make the courtyard.. someone with proficiency in tying great knots is in need here!

nothing much to say here but.. hahaha.. you made my day yesterday! hope you are doing well.. so so much to tell you..

today...

today got the CRS crap la.. hahaha.. then wear the birthday gift that my classmates bought me lor.. quite nice la.. but a bit too short for my liking.. hahaha.. haiz.. when joy de group went presenting de CRS sure got ppl got questions wan ask but then.. sometimes i feel that they ask questions in a "YEA-I-WANT-TO-PICK-A-FIGHT-WITH-YOU" tone.. WTF is wrong with the class these days man.. then i got ask qns about jerry's de group lor.. dunno whether the question i ask is ok-ay but I'm going to try ask more qns nxt wk.. I want my marks la.. CRS is a cannot get "C" subject.. if i get it my chances of getting honour roll would be O.O

haha.. then joy today going Japan le la.. so 羡慕 her lor.. so Bon voyage and ¡Bien viaje! and so on la.. just dun forget the class and bring us some souvenirs.. haha.. lol just jk..

tml going help out with Child@Street11.. so sad la.. cos the kids got HFMD.. tml going help out disinfect the whole place.. since for today and ytd they goin disinfect i think tml wun die bahhs.. then go help out le can also get back the CIP forms.. haha.. I not exactly cut out for volunteer work but I'll try.. ^^ maintain a positive outlook pls.. haha.. I dun wan fall apart..

If you'll only just listen to me.. I have a lot of things to say to you.. dam.. Hope I never scare you away.. If that's so, I'm gonna kill myself.. nothing's more painful than u ignoring me.. Forget it.. I'll always be strong to carry on.. don't worry about me.. just carry on with your studies and succeed in everything.. You achieving your goals is DEFINITELY better than what I feel..

Monday

today's the day when i went out in my new clothes.. haha.. ok la.. so reactions but theres none so bad.. lol.. Amanda: "why you 2 (Me and Ryan, he was wearing semi formal) wear liddat ar? going wedding dinner?" then we said "Yea.. Our wedding dinner" or something liddat la.. hahaha.. LOL..

wahh.. I think i too irritating le la.. lol.. sorry! Guess Joy de group really was annoyed with me.. haha.. with me keep asking them abt their CRS.. how I know ma.. haha.. nvm la.. Hope Joy still will buy souvenior for me when she returns from Japan la..

wahh!! 10 le!! I want go watch Heroes.. so cya tml!!

Dunno wad to say, but just that.. good luck then..

AMK Hub.. again..

today my parents want go walk walk abit.. haha.. then they can't choose where they want to go.. thus we went to AMK Hub.. I was like wad? again? yesterday I just went leh.. haha.. but then just follow suit lor.. haha.. we then went AMK Hub la.. haha..

we then went window shopping.. heh heh.. then is when we saw a shop that sells clothes.. and since i figured i gonna buy new clothes lately.. we went in to have a look lor.. the saleswomen was quite.. scary la.. hahaha.. she just stuffs clothes into my arms and then told me to change into them.. i did what i'm told.. surprisingly.. haha.. so i just go change lor.. I must say.. I looked quite smart myself haha.. so wth.. I went and buy a tee and jeans.. $128 sia.. haha.. quite shitty expensive..

If i fail to turn a few heads tml, I'm gonna bong my head.. think no ones gonna notice la.. hahaha.. so now I'm doing this shitty CRS.. wth man.. need think of arguments.. like what Makio would say.. hanya? hahaha.. gonna do my work le.. ja..

What should I say? Sorry.. Gomenasai.. Lo Siento.. If I'd done anything that irritated you.. really..

UrGe

omg.. whats has happened to me?? I actually have an urge to do my homework today.. hahaha.. alwright did pacc, econs and stats le.. but then stats do halfway through found out i calculated wrongly.. so here I'm again.. hahaha.. pacc and econs also have their fair share of hard questions, or I'm just plain lazy to do it.. so started from 8+ to 945.. yea.. and yesterday I actually completed my ITAB project.. so all its left is the animation and sound and movie clips. and slide transistion and so on.. either way the hard part is done.. so there..

now I left CD and CRS and FOM and ITAB frontpage Project.. kakoii.. think I can squeeze in watching JDorama, movies and play games.. well done you! oh yea.. still have my rehearsal for GEMs class.. i think its ok-ay de.. haha.. after all that is facing myself and other.. wooo.. hope its as easy as how i complete my homework.. that'd be absolutely great!!

P.S. I'd say the MTV for SunWuKong kicks ass.. hahaha..

watching movie!!

today went to meet sarah, mao mao, hong yew and xin yi to go watch HERO.. yea.. the show length is 2 hrs.. yea its quite funny.. since funny = nice, thus quite funny = quite nice.. haha kekeke.. the korean actor act like only 5 mins out there nia.. then after that no more le.. might as well get extra to get in it.. sian sia.. haha.. now waiting for family to go buy dinner.. hahaha.. so early eat? can la.. at night need do project so need all the time that i can get..

after the movie we then went walking around AMK hub lor.. haha.. we went from storey to storey and go talking away lor.. haha.. My boss, My Hero is nice lor.. JDorama rox!! haha.. also went talking to sarah abt everything lor.. Its been a mess this week.. dun bother telling it now.. hahaha.. I sure can cope with it just as i cope with my homework and projects and others..

waking up at 4am

i dunno la.. stupid dream lor.. its not exactly a nightmare, but I can't phrase it.. damn.. guess I'm IN for it now.. wa kao!! freaking dream.. but not exactly fine to say it now.. but then i can give you guys a hint..

日有所思，夜有所梦.. haiz..

sad la.. guess the memory of it will stay with me forever, or at least until I've either succeeded or failed in... stupid.. guess I'm going emo all over again.. -____-

haii.. I don't know why, but if i cannot see you or speak to you, I'll feel very uneasy.. wonder what am I gonna do after you've walked away from me.. after breaking the big question, everything is gonna change for the better or for worst.. personally, it doesn't really matter.. all I want to be to you is being ur guardian angel (dunno how to phrase but its something like that).. everybody has their own choices so even if this is not what you want I'll be happy about it.. no problem..

results day!!

today get back the remaining 2 results le.. did quite well today.. actually satisfied with the results.. LOL.. haha.. at least got B+ or above.. so quite proud of myself ahahaha..

here goes my results: PAcc 76 B+ (just.. Stunned..)
ITAB 79 B+ (what the heck man.. can't they just gimme 80 marks? then A le leh)
Econs 84 A (can get better for it if i didn't change my ans in the last min.. pleased notheless haha)
Stats 99 A (dunno how i got that but still.. LOL.. ((^_^))

thats it.. haha.. if can get 3.5 GPA for de year de best la.. hahaha.. like lion always says.. dududugo! hahaha..

option talk

wooo.. option talk yesterday.. basically they talked crap there for like 1 hr +, and then we left the LT lor.. haha.. i'm keeping my options open right now la.. haha.. ytd was quite a happy day for me la.. its after tuesday ma.. and tuesday was feeling quite down, and then chatted with kieran and felt better instantly.. lol.. then yesterday got try and greet my classmates la.. but abit too jiang le.. I need more practice la.. haha.. then yesterday really got a kick out of chatting with my friends.. haha.. alot to talk about yesterday.. hope today will be even better ^^.. i wanna chat till tml haha..

then today went to FOM in de morning.. haha.. then got de results for de report come out le.. lucky we got 84.. thats a sweet 42% out of 50%.. so i think can maybe get a solid B+.. haha.. that'll be great man.. really hope can get a B+ >< .. I DUNNO HOW TO DO MY PACC.. OMG LA.. somebody come to my help right now!! haha.. dun understand what the qns is toking and dun understand the topic.. cos last thursday i nvr bring my txtbk to school.. dunno le la.. wish me luck ^^

wish me luck tml guys.. I'm getting my pacc results la.. hope i dun do THAT badly.. haha.. that's my blog for today le bahhs.. haha..

Looking for you as motivation.. hope that this is the real deal this time round.. I can't help but wonder.. I will not forget you no matter what happens.. for worst or best I'll remember you..

My friend Kieran..

yesterday was the most depressing day of my life.. thinking back about it, it was all a blur la.. haha.. i just felt envy and was also very angry yesterday.. i kept worrying about this and about that.. i was just angry and very very worried about something.. wanted to bash something up.. haha..

then i was quite afraid of myself.. i was afraid of falling into depression sia... then i wanted to chat with someone le.. haha.. junk had no time.. so i was alright with that.. kieran then came la.. haha.. we went to de 'place'.. cos i dunno wad to call it, and we chatted.. about schoolwork, christian stuff (life experiences of kieran's and can apply to me), other stuff also.. we just chatted like old friends la.. Yesterday was the most depressing day for me.. yet the day when i discovered that friends are standing with you, even if they are too busy or something.. even junk was concerned abt me yesterday..

everybody, I'm feeling better now thanks to u all!! no need to worry so much about me le..

ohh.. today was also the first time I shaved.. haha.. was gentle the first time la.. scared i cut myself.. haha..

wooo.. finally got rest of de photos le..

yea man.. got the rest of the photos le.. so today will be an photo blog.. haha..

highlights of the day.. an emo pic!! haha

bday

WOOOO.. today is my bday!! 1 more year till I can watch M18 movie le.. woot!! hahaha.. loving it now.. lovin the way I'm.. hahaha... my poly frens also got give me present.. so touched.. haha.. today still say happy bday to me.. must be cos i requested them to say happy bday to me today, on sat cos i still 16 then..

its quite a major milestone of our lives i must say.. we are on the threshold of reaching adulthood, from teenagers.. haha.. wth am I toking.. just say that I'm very happy today ok le.. haha..

some pics first^^ how come my eyes everytime like -.- one? lol.. must be the blasted specs.. lol!

haii.. today also get to bugis to get some thing.. cant say i found it.. but still got it.. haha..

this sux.. man.. lol.. nowadays i feel envious of everything, and I feel I'm behaving like a child infront of SnoW la.. it so sux big time..

I also need to buck up even more now!!! need to feel motivated motivated motivated!! I need powerups from my source.. haha.. being learning jap.. dunno why also.. maybe is de influence of JDorama and friends bahhs.. lol.. watch finish Gokusen II le.. haha.. at first was planning to watch 1 litre of tears nxt but then some episodes taken out of stage6 le.. so too bad la.. watching my boss my hero next haha.. i dun wan say more le.. so cya peeps next time.. haha..

I hate myself for being a worrier.. haha how come man.. maybe due to certain episodes in my sec school life or i just dun have experience bahhs.. dun think it'll work out though.. haha.. just believing in myself is not enough.. need to talk to SnoW more often la..

liang chai's photo

hmm.. too bad he only got took some photos of himself.. if got more hor, then is dam coool le.. hahaha.. from what i saw, he was very caring sia.. haha.. and dave called him when he first saw liang chai.. everybody was stunned sia.. hahaha.. so now for the photos!!

remember, this is made possible by Child at Street 11!!









































he looks so relaxed lol.. bottom pic!!
















and deepak actually DID something.. haha.. ytd was a great day!!

woo.. more photos!!

Haha.. lol.. this is coool.. haha got new photos le.. this time its took with my "children".. haha.. once again.. This is made possible by Child at Street 11 ^^




this time is 5 kids?!?! haha.. i like max the best out of all.. ^^ hes cute la.. hahaha.. hes the kid with a finger to his mouth.. he also have a gf le.. better than me sia.. I so small nvr even THOUGHT of having a gf haha..





















I like her too ^^ she likes talking to people.. haha.. and also she says she remembers me and liang chai from yesterday.. O.o haha.. and she can draw us ^^ looking forward to your drawing mei mei!!





































I'm quite sure theres some fireworks between them ^^ hahaha.. the boy is quiet.. Obedient child!! they make a good couple O.o haha..

All this is made possible by only Child at Street 11
lion over here.. but tts my "son" alright.. haha.. I helped him wee wee ^^














Since Joy says its cute, its cute.. so I post it here ^^
















tts our favourite boy on the block.. he got d*g his nose.. but thats not all.. he knew liang chai!!! haha.. he just went 'liang chai, liang chai" when he saw him during the rehearsal ytd..



















wooo.. looks like they're having FUN.. YEAHH!! we are too!!


















ShowTime!! yays!

















This is CUUUTE.. Kawaii!! haha.. and I'm male ok..

class photo

title says it all... haha.. more photos coming up.. once i got them..

CIP day..

Hiya guys and gals!! woohoo~~ I'm in a good mood today :p haha... dun ask me why cos I have no ideas hahaha.. lol.. just happy..

today theres quite alot of things that went well for me.. hahaha.. ytd i was snubbed for accompanying ah chai to collect de class tee.. haha.. was quite pissed but tts nothing bahhs.. less than 5 mins forget abt it le.. hahaha.. guess tts me.. haha.. skipped lunch today but still okay.. haha... turns out that they were preparing for me and ryan's bday.. haha.. was surprised la.. tot monday then will celebrate.. either way its fine with me haha.. they bought a cake.. with an happy face and all that.. but nvr took a picture of it.. haii.. if got de pics then cool le man!! hahaha.. then they gave us presents.. haha.. was quite happy la.. even though i think I nvr quite showed it haha..

actually I'm very grateful to u guys la.. THANKS.. ARIGATOU.. GRACIAS.. haha.. u guys really made my day ^_^ hahaha...

today CIP also very fun haha.. the childen was good and well behaved.. except for a few cock ups the show was relatively well done.. haha.. its was nice earning the 7 hours.. how about trying for more?? hahaha.. the childrens are so cute la.. hahaha... i took picture with 5 of them in one photo.. how cool was that?? haha.. maybe when my friends send me those photo i post them all in one blog!! haha.. sure got ppl looking forward to it one hahaha... one the whole, I'd say it was a success lor.. hahaha.. even deepak got take video of the show.. that means he got do work!! its like watching a solar or lunar eclipse la.. hahaha... tts why today was so fun... Wonder when we'll do community work with child at street 11 again.. haha

was hungry like shit after the whole thing.. so went to eat lor.. haha.. what do you expect.. with 9 of us going to yoshinoya to eat.. haha.. i was full after this lol..





we even got class tee today.. that was so cool.. haha.. once again.. design is all thx to our class's Joy!! haha.. Arigatou!





















It was really heartening for me today.. I managed to talk you haha.. tts why.. hoping to see more of and chat more with you in the near future!! Only YOU motivate me towards working harder.. haha..

CIP-ing

wahh.. stupid la.. why got CIP sia? so sian one.. haha..

that was what I thought.. however, today was really an eye opener.. we were helping child at street 11 for rehearsal.. haha.. that was fun.. really! we interact with the nursery kids there, and it was all fun.. I even made a few frens myself.. haha.. they were real cute, but I can't stop wondering whether they will be as cute when they grow up -.- dun think so haha..

tml also need go do de CIP.. this time is our last time le.. cos we need only do 7hrs of CIP work la.. just dont screw up would be good.. haha.. hope can play more with the kids la.. that would be absolutely great.. haha..

there's just one snag.. haiya CR la.. 'i think the guys should do it lor (Video taping)' wth la.. haha.. I nvr touch a video cam b4.. If do lousy work then how? Is we guys dio blame only mahhs.. haha.. Reminder for myself.. Dun screw up, dun screw up..

this is getting worse la.. desperate to chat with you.. ahahaha... dunno wad i doing sia.. nvr even talk when we met.. i guess tts because i feel ps bahhs.. sorry.. my bad.. ahh.. dun wan to sound so l******k so dun write le.. I never really understand motivation until i met u.. Motivation can be such an awesome thing.. working hard ^^

JDorama

ahhh... these few days I've watched like 2 series of J-Drama.. hahaha.. they were NICE.. hahaha..

the 2 series are Hana Kimi Jap and Gokusen.. yea quite old de gokusen series but still very nice watching it.. they were both very enjoyable.. ahahaha..



^Hana Kimi Jap OST!!

I personally prefer the jap version of Hana Kimi to the taiwan version.. haha.. Pls dont flame me !!
Nakatsu here was best!! yea!! Plus the Jap version was funnier!! Oh yea.. Hana Kimi guys are cool too.. haha..

Gokusen is also very nice.. quite a lot of laughs, but not as much as in Hana Kimi obviously.. haha.. But its touching.. So there haha..

And special thx to my friends who introduced me to JDorama!!

omigosh

DAMN!! I messed up real bad in pacc this time.. die le.. never open my eyes see properly bahhs... sian.. now am so angry with myself.. WHY AM I SO CARELESS!!! DAMN ROBIN... wah sey le lor... now dont dare tell my parents ahahaha..

why am I such a worrier?

why am I so scared of telling that to my parents?

why am I so scared of FIL?

why am I so scared of now and the future?

why am I so afraid of failing?

This sucks and blows...

I admit that Iadslikejopsomeonekjrightfnow but I really cant think straight bahhs.. hahaha..
true, I would like to spend my oijbmforeverfgpaowithasfjher.. but then.... haiiz... I dun dare to tell..

but I think that I really cant tell.. I dunno sfdgherg well enuff, and that I cannot take a rejection?!?! yea, shes wonderful enough to make me do that.. shes just soo perfect..

and don't tease me about it..

DAMN ROBIN...

ah well.. feeling alot better now..

theres economics test on friday.. so I'll work hard for it.. FIGHT-O GO!

This may not be the best choice for me, but this is a one-way lane from here on till the economics test.. Wish me luck guys..

Bee Movie

just watched Bee Movie..

this is basically a feel good type of movie bahhs.. yea.. So i'm feeling good right now.. haha.. the ending is quite nice.. where the flowers went from wilting mode to blooming mode.. thats cool lol..

i especially like the part where the colours just went into that.. like magic sia.. hahaha..

whooo.. today got itab ca3 test.. wth man.. its hard sia.. I at least got 10+ marks gone.. hope still can get an A.. or a B+... I want GPA 3.5 la...

sian.. now revising for statistics.. and got a few CARELESS.. hope tml wont be so careless... and I can get good grades!!