Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Gantz

omg gantz is EPIC

can't believe that this is the last arc, but all good things must come to an end. like supernatural.

anyways tomorrow's my marcom paper. good luck to me.

and the new album still haven't arrived yet. man. how many times must i go to heeren? xD

Monday, June 29, 2009

=)

meh.. a day before MST and i still can go online. =)

anyways later going to HMV to pre-order/buy the new album of SNSD.

I have so much free time, don't I?

Friday, June 26, 2009

:D I like reading this types of analysis. be it true or false, one can't deny that they try to accept and integrate the readings to their personality, or what they do in their daily life etc.

天蝎座

天 蝎座是一个强烈的星座。他们的爱与恨,他们的人生观点,他们的生活方式,都充满了强烈二字,他们强烈的爱憎,强烈的需求,强烈的追求&索取,而这些强烈的 成分,也使天蝎座变得倔强而坚强。  沉默外表下的暗潮汹涌.  天蝎座的外表往往看起来很老实,他们看起来安分守己,中规中矩,并不会第一眼就给人留下 深刻印象。但是如果以为他们真的如此一般,那就是大错特错。  天蝎们内心总是暗潮汹涌,他们对人生有着强烈的眷恋&希冀,他们渴望权利,渴望金钱,更渴 望爱情。他们常常不动声色,让人误以为他们沉默乏味。但是那其实只是他们在审时度势的不断观察。  他们的目标其实一贯都很明确,但他们是小心谨慎的,他 们从不轻易暴露自己心中的想法。  他们有着长期观察和考验的过程。不论是他们谋求一个职位还是得到一个人。  一旦他们感到有把握,他们就会立刻出击, 动作迅速,毫不犹豫,而且往往一击致胜。  强烈而持久的激情  天蝎们的暗潮汹涌,令他们非常具有爆发力,而他们的爆发力之后又有着强烈持久的激情。  这或许也可以作为天蝎何以总是排在排名前五的状况。他们诞生的时间,恰是步入中年时期的开端,个人开始卯足全力,以期能在未来达到巅峰。所以,天蝎们具备 了许多分裂不融合的特质,而也使他们拥有比其他星座更多的持久能力。他们富有激情,而且是长期持久的激情。这在其他星座那里是鲜见的。他们如果认定了的人 或事,是很难发生喜新厌旧的状态。所以他们最善于婚外情。因为他们太强烈,需要太多,而他们又如此稳定,所以可以保持更多。  表里不一的报复心态  天 蝎们表面看来并没有那么强烈的特质,他们往往显得文静柔弱。但是他们内心坚如磐石,他们有着强烈的自我守护及占有欲望。但是天蝎们并不是真的那么心狠手 辣。他们确实会坚定不移的报复那些曾经伤害他们的人,但是更多时候,天蝎们只是在心里想想而已。他们绝对不宽容,但是他们也并不是真的有他们自己想象中的 心狠手辣,即便是成功报复后,他们也往往会自己承受一段时间的痛苦煎熬,这令天蝎们反复焦灼,也更体现了天蝎座矛盾的性格。  极端矛盾的性格组合  虽 然矛盾是人生的一大特征,但是没有比天蝎座更能体现这个词汇含义的星座了。这个星座的人天生就在强烈的矛盾感中度过。  这源于他们出生的时间就是开始尝 试交融各种互相对立的矛盾事物的阶段。 他们的表现有时候非常奇怪,让人觉得他们神秘莫测,他们对人的方式有时候非常晦涩,让人揣摩不到他们的真实意图, 你以为他们所作所为是因为想要得到A,而真实答案是,他们要的可能不是A也不是B&C,而是D! 所以要尝试了解天蝎座人,确实需要经过漫长的磨合过程, 要适应他们突然狂躁突然沉默的性格特征。在天蝎们要真正接纳一个人的时候,他们的状态是反复无常的,但是经过了这段时间的斗志斗勇后,天蝎们就会将你真正 接受,而且基本能做到不离不弃。  天蝎座们许多人穷其一生都会感到焦灼&痛苦,因为他们的欲望太强烈&执着,而他们的性格又异常的倔强和坚强。他们需要 的不仅仅是成功。其实他们常常是成功的,但是因为他们永远奋进的执着理想,和他们对美好事物的强烈占有欲望,使他们一生都在不端追寻而无法停下脚步,享受 安逸的生活现状。天蝎们可以考量常常同双鱼们相处。从他们那里能学习到悲天悯人的纯真情怀,也能逐步放下紧张焦灼的状态。

Thursday, June 25, 2009

movies, gyming, studies, movies, gyming, movies and so on

wooo went gyming with the usual ryan and hairul, and it was during saturday that i got loads of movies from junkk. xD

watched indiana jones, night at the museum 2, iron man, ghosts of girlfriends past, transformers 2, harold and kumar and some more.. of course i did some revision la..

iron man 2's coming up in 2010, new jack neo movie coming up later the year, fung wan 2 at the end of the year, ice age 3, 20th century boys chapter 2 coming up soon too. tis a good year for moviegoers.

watching with other guys is obviously less fun then watching movies with girls. do keep that in mind.

shucks. sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend. xD

anyways some things i learnt would be that one really has to drop all pretenses infront of the one they like. hahaha. its like a confession like that, i feel, but thats just a single, without any experience point of view la.

heck, sometimes i wish that things would be easier in that a girl would just fall in love with me. at least it would shorten the wooing process. haha. as if it would come easy.

anyways its maybe too early for me ba. i guess i'm not mature enough. as you can see that once i have my first girlfriend, it would result in a happily ever after and things would go damn smoothly. well, maybe that still have a chance of happening. Afterall, i don't have a girlfriend yet. hahaha

being in a bgr is a process that i would like to have a part in but maybe my time is not yet. at least not until i have the confidence or whatever to let me become just a tad shameless and a lot more charismatic. ;)

to think that this rant all came up just because i wish to have that someone. lol. i feel embarassed from writing the above post. lol. oh man i feel like a wuss just saying all these. psssh.

well, i like, but what makes me think that it will change if nothing changed before?

haha. stupid poly days, stupid sec school days. hahaha. its a good way to have fun =)

wellll, i guess i lost quite a good friend in secondary school. may. lol thats kinda stupid but i was plenty nerd back then. i guess i haven't changed in that aspect. haha. you know the $2 hearts that i always told you guys about whenever we talk about folding hearts? haha shes the one who made it. damn, how to make 2 hearts using a single notes sia? anyways, maybe i never did lose a friend like her after all.. man i want her to teach me to make one xP

oh ya. as a side note, ryan and hairul please stop making cindy jokes. its really tasteless unless its the "cyndi" ok? haha

i think once when i was talking to boss where this happened:

(3:59 PM) Robin: just dun wana care abt her liao
no not abt her
(3:59 PM) Robin: is abt everything abt bgr all those
waste my time here only
=((
(4:00 PM) smith: arrh dun bluff la
lol
(4:00 PM) Robin: ahahaha
at least now i got more breathing space if i push this issue away
though i'll want a gf by jan next yr
xD
(4:01 PM) smith: i think it's simple
(4:02 PM) smith: u jus wan someone to like you
(4:02 PM) Robin: nope
not tt simple
more of
(4:06 PM) Robin: i wan to like tt someone and for tt someone to like me back
ok lol
(4:07 PM) smith: ha
i think the first criteria is for that someone to like u first rite?
(4:07 PM) smith: cos if u like the person and if the person dun bother u, u will kinda give up alr
(4:19 PM) Robin: yea
u ar
(4:19 PM) Robin: maybe i just wanna fall in reciprocatory love
(4:32 PM) smith: yea maybe

ok thats really damn private, but whos gonna read it? xD

either way in order for this (reciprocatory) to happen, its simple, just be in love with each other.
woo way to go robin. anyways one of my super emo previous post was the one about loving oneself in order to love another. well, it works.

stupid boss. it'll really help if he stops trying to distance himself from the rest of the class. stop acting like a machine alright?

anyways to divert from the topic abit, lets say someone once said that if you have money, girls will also flock to you as bees to pollen. well, my view was once bullshit! but as people mature, even a little, i will take this view. why not? since obviously it will make me study harder. haha.

yeah. maybe that was a lie from the very beginning. to make me study harder. lol.

just put in a little more effort, robin. maybe then new paths will open up for you. this does not apply to sexual preferences though. xD

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Fate/Stay night



































Hero in the present and the future.



















Finale of UBW route




































He looks pretty darn cool, so i guess i wont hate him that bad




































HF route finale

Heaven's Feel

Heaven's Feel

another something..

"I will kill.
I will let live.
I will harm and heal.
None will escape me.
None will escape my sight."
~ Kotomine Kirei

"be crushed.
I welcome those who have grown old and those who have lost.
Devote yourself to me, learn from me, and obey me.
Rest. do not forget song, do not forget prayer, and do not forget me.
I am light and relieve you of all your burdens.

Do not pretend.
Retribution for forgiveness, betrayal for trust, despair for hope, darkness for light, dark death for the living

Relief is in my hands. i will add oil to your sins and leave a mark.
Eternal life is given through death.
---Ask for forgiveness here. I, the incarnation. Will swear.

Kyrie Eleison"

~Kotomine Kirei

Finished the whole thing in 38 hours. oh well..

Monday, June 15, 2009

Unlimited Blade Works

Unlimited Blade Works

just felt like posting.

Ver 1

I'm the bone of my sword.
steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to create many weapons.
Yet, those hands will never hold anything.
So as i prayed, unlimited blade works.

Ver 2

I'm the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unaware of loss.
Nor aware of gain.
Withstood pain to create weapons.
Waiting for one's arrival.
I have no regrets. This is the only path.
My whole life was 'unlimited blade works'.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

OMG

comics connection's closing in Sun Plaza!

saddddddddddddddened

anyways.

Friday

spent the morning gyming with the usual ryan and hairul.

stamina's not up to speed. man i sucks.

went to the pc show to get a new HDD. oh ya! I met the 3 sunshine angels of M1 that greeted me and handed me brochures. not bad la huh?
bought a seagate one, 500gb at $179 with a free dock. hope it can last me for a year. i could swear the salesgirl was smiling when i said i was buying the hdd. sales are hard to earn..

tuesday

went to pool with kenneth, hairul, ryan, huiwen, ada, van and wenny. cant imagine that it would get pretty fun at the start, but it did. thanks peeps!

pool skills suck at start, but at least i got comfortable and won hairul pool. xD

went for K since wenny suggested it and we are fine with it.. anyways we heard 4 languages in k la. malay, chinese, vietnamese and canto. damn fun sia. and the girls started jumping about and spewing smoke out in the room, with lazer lights and so on so as to create a "clubbing" atmosphere for us guys who nvr went clubbing before. LOL. yep its entertaining so its ok. hahaha!

gonna go to The Heeren tomorrow to find some albums. hope i can find it..

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

BUD light!

lol. I'm back to commercial watching days again. xD

found a few good ones. haha.