I dunno what I'm going to write, so its all probably just going to be some unrelated rants all jumbled up in one blog post.
I had the feeling that I want to be independent, in the sense of me going out on a trip by myself, exploring new things and so on. True, I get some sense of independence, in that I get to buy what I want with what I earn, plus I get to learn some korean by the way, not a bad deal actually.
then comes another problem, is it asking for too much if i want more independence? some people do not have the luxury to do what they want, you know? I'm not angry about some issues in my family or anything, but I was just saying that I want to be able to travel by myself someday :D
this
post: maybe if you guys have time go read it, its gave me insight into a couple issues actually. :D
did I say i was going to be random? :D yeah..
yesterday went for work at the pod at national library, its located at the 16th floor, and a cool thing is that you need to have security access before you can go to that level :D
so I went to serve wine at the pod, for a function for French Chamber of Commerce. cool sia :D
the best thing was, after everything, you get to eat the leftovers.. we do not get to eat for
free in this waiter job, sucks considering the meager amount we get paid per hour -_-
after everything, my arms are aching from this morning's basketball, pull ups, and from serving wine for god knows how many hours xD
wikipedia can be a good place to learn new things.. I know I did :D
and people really do not need to have a reason to be happy. just go crazy if you feel like it, preferably in private.
I ran across one quote while i was searching for some things.
"A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer. It sings because it has a song.
so.. what does this means to you?
I cheated a little, but my way of interpretation is that you do not need to have a reason to do something. You just do because you want to. it's kinda like the bird just sings because it has a song to share with everyone, or to do things for themselves.. kinda meaningful really..
I think i'm abit crazy now because i'm deprived of sleep, but whatever, i'm going to sleep when I feel like it. :D
If you can make sense of this post, good for you.
If you do not, well, you never missed anything of importance anyways..
results coming out on the 23rd.. let's see if i'm happy then. lol