lethargic-ness

yay. I almost welcomed the feeling of being lethargic again. It's not happened to me since.. a year and a half ago?

anyways, lethargic is good, means that I'm tired of the life I'm having now, and have a wish to change the way I live my life. It's not that bad really, maybe I grew up a little, and I know what I should and should not do. hahaha maybe I should keep it just a tad serious, it's not everyday I can come up with all these. :D

as some of you may know recently, I feel more confident to tackle things head on.

that's a good thing right? Good.

ok, to get back on topic, it all boils down to interpersonal relationships.

I want to get to know more and more and more people. I guess it's just really fun to be with lots of people, all of whom you know well enough. guess it's now the social need level of my life then, i bet i got degraded from the esteem need level.

I don't want to end up a failure, therefore I never tried.

that's interesting of me, actually. haha.

blogs are finally beginning to be a channel to vent for me. happy thing, sad things, just throw into here, well, it's not that big of a deal if everyone knows about my problems, since it'll probably make me feel better rather than keeping it in, and, yeah I'm just too lazy to write in a diary.

let's talk aspirations.

I've always wanted to be a policeman when i was a small little boy, all those shows about a superhero, and a policeman is the closest thing I can get to.
In secondary school, I wanted to be either a computer hacker, or an electrician. haha. I was interested in electronics then.
In polytechnic, I just want to have a executive job in a MNC and get married.

putting it this way, I guess people grew more realistic as they grow older.

I still wish to have a harem though, like in Duke of Mount Deer.

Now, I also want to get more buffed up, mostly to pass my Napfa, and partly to look better. I figured I can get more muscle to look better in my clothes.

Girls?

there's a whole lot of things I'd like to know, but i guess with experience comes answers.

I'll wait patiently for it then. :)

I think people really do look good if they smile wholeheartedly, I know I do, kind of.

Eye Opener

I tell you.. AFA '09 was fun! ^_^

and it's not because I'm an otaku or what..

originally thought to visit this year's AFA cause I missed last year because I had no balls to go by myself, so this time, with the introduction of the Maid Cafe and friends who have the balls to go, I went :D

reached Suntec with Xinyi at around 3, queued for tickets for around half an hour?

found Sarah, who's working there as part of her work attachment :D

walked around and generally looked around, since it's all new to me la, and we made some stupid comments about how some figures were from some #$%^ eroges, and how some figure was cast-off-able, with sarah subsequently finding those figurines for us to look at. lol. Think I started it =x

if you don't know what these means, you're on your own :p

and then it was around 5+ that Marlon, and subsequently Julie arrived. we then went and looked around some more. lol. at least Julie brought a camera ok :D

met Jing Ting during the event too.. Nice seeing you again :D

It's finally Kamen Rider Kabuto's turn to come on stage at the Bandai Kids area, and since I'm such a huge fan of Kamen Rider, I went and took a photo with him. lol. it's pretty nerve wrecking even though you know he's not gonna eat you up ok?

one thing though, I'm taller than Kabuto! :DD



then we went for the Moe Moe Kyun Maid cafe, since that's what we I were planning to do since kingdom came, and it's another nerve wrecking experience >_< style="font-style: italic;">almost turned red. lucky it didn't, heh.

and then we were just talking about life in general (I contributed maid related topics), and then it was time to take photos with one of them. It doesn't, I repeat, doesn't come cheap.

we got to choose our maid to take a pic with, but since i was so shy and trying to act so nonchalant, I never chose and said anything la, since what i really wanted was to take a picture with ALL of them. (definitely leads to a bad end)

anyway, we never really chose, and since the maids are all lined up for us to pick, a maid just sort of volunteered herself. thank you, since we really don't know who to pick, and my friends was waiting for me to pick, as I'm so so so hyper during the whole day. lol.

but it was worth it, and Marlon, being the good friend that he was, let me take a solo pic and a group pic with the maid,(dunno the maid's name, but it's ami, Marlon said.), well, ami had dimples and was real cute la. kinda wish she was in my class my girlfriend. well, I'm a potential target of being seriously delusional >_<
























Sarah had the chance to go see the concert as she's a staff member of the event. cool huh?

the 4 of us then stay outside to wait for the photos to print, and also listen to the concert, the fan chants were O_O, and I kinda want to go for a concert someday, just to experience the atmosphere.. :D

cosplayers were quite cool too, had a few laughs here and there but it's all ok :D

well, if things go well, AFA '10 here we come!

had dinner after everything, went to Fish & Co.

well, the food's not particularly great, since I prefer meat, and I'm full from eating the cheesecake in the maid cafe. :DD

still managed though. hah!

These made my day..

LOL. Saw these on some site and it made me smile..

hope you enjoyed it as much as I do.. :D

:D:D:D

LOL. I just found out that my blog is within the first page of google siaa.. LOL

just thought I'll share it with you guys, since it's so incredibly funny, and random.

IPPT scorechart

I'm big enough to know that the Napfa scorechart is not relevant for me anymore, even though I'm still a third year student in Poly :D

so, will be using the IPPT scorechart as a reference then, it's about the same la, I've checked..

whew..

the week's going to be over..

Shopping online is dangerous, not so much as hackers but it's rather addicting. The convenience factors plus the reduced perception that you're using your money is ugh..

still considering whether to buy the hoodie or not.. well, if i buy now, it may be in time for my birthday on the 19th. What a splendid present I'd bought myself. ohwell. let's see how la :D

Fany gave the quote,

When pride comes, then come disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom. Proverbs 11:2

remember this alright?

and learn to be an even better person :D