a deflated balloon

ahahahas.. this is the first time i came back frm last day of school feeling so deflated lol.. like all my motivations gone le.. sian sia..

heheh.. at least now at night i seemed to have collected some of them back.. so its not bad la.. haha

today went for SSM presentation.. then weirong overslept sia.. then become one person rehearsal.. lol.. no gems today lol.. gdgd ^^

but then seems i missed out alot of fun leh.. sian.. >_<

then after school went to ryan house.. he "invited" me.. heheh.. like his room leh.. cosy little room.. and still got floor to ceiling windows sia.. quite honoured la, cos i'm supposedly the first in SP to go his house.. haha XD


no matter what, i'm in it too deep to give up now.. wish me luck!