anyways, lethargic is good, means that I'm tired of the life I'm having now, and have a wish to change the way I live my life. It's not that bad really, maybe I grew up a little, and I know what I should and should not do.
as some of you may know recently, I feel more confident to tackle things head on.
that's a good thing right? Good.
ok, to get back on topic, it all boils down to interpersonal relationships.
I want to get to know more and more and more people. I guess it's just really fun to be with lots of people, all of whom you know well enough. guess it's now the social need level of my life then, i bet i got degraded from the esteem need level.
I don't want to end up a failure, therefore I never tried.
that's interesting of me, actually. haha.
blogs are finally beginning to be a channel to vent for me. happy thing, sad things, just throw into here, well, it's not that big of a deal if everyone knows about my problems, since it'll probably make me feel better rather than keeping it in, and, yeah I'm just too lazy to write in a diary.
let's talk aspirations.
I've always wanted to be a policeman when i was a small little boy, all those shows about a superhero, and a policeman is the closest thing I can get to.
In secondary school, I wanted to be either a computer hacker, or an electrician. haha. I was interested in electronics then.
In polytechnic, I just want to have a executive job in a MNC and get married.
putting it this way, I guess people grew more realistic as they grow older.
Now, I also want to get more buffed up, mostly to pass my Napfa, and partly to look better. I figured I can get more muscle to look better in my clothes.
Girls?
there's a whole lot of things I'd like to know, but i guess with experience comes answers.
I'll wait patiently for it then. :)
I think people really do look good if they smile wholeheartedly, I know I do, kind of.
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