obsessed.

It's 3 days since the start of my job as an exam assistant in SMU.

Don't hate the job personally, but its more of being a student helper than a normal job, in my opinion.

standing in for invigilators if something comes up, or toilet break. other than that, have to set up, as in arrange the answer booklets, oms according to the seat number, put up the seating plan.

so other than all these jobs, the rest of the time are free to use. Slack? yup. Boring? lots.

just try been so bored that you can just stone for an hour or so.. I never even did that in my house, and I was actually thankful that I get to stand in for the invigilator. LOL.

At least when standing in you can find your eyecandy. ahaha. if you are lucky.

So far average 1 class 1? whatever man.

regarding other stuff, I'm basically in a deadend unless I start something. by myself.

I'm not hurrying, but the side effects that come with it are irritating me more. must be the freaking character/personality when I'm out with my secondary schoolmates. lol.

I pushed it back 2 years ago, and now I'm not sure if it'll be good to push it any longer. ah well.

and it's not even a matter about whether I'm ready for it anymore.

Stop making guesses. There's no reason for anyone to know what I'm talking about.
I'm frustrated, that's all. where else to release all these energy?


I'll deal with it.