bday

WOOOO.. today is my bday!! 1 more year till I can watch M18 movie le.. woot!! hahaha.. loving it now.. lovin the way I'm.. hahaha... my poly frens also got give me present.. so touched.. haha.. today still say happy bday to me.. must be cos i requested them to say happy bday to me today, on sat cos i still 16 then..

its quite a major milestone of our lives i must say.. we are on the threshold of reaching adulthood, from teenagers.. haha.. wth am I toking.. just say that I'm very happy today ok le.. haha..

some pics first^^ how come my eyes everytime like -.- one? lol.. must be the blasted specs.. lol!

haii.. today also get to bugis to get some thing.. cant say i found it.. but still got it.. haha..

this sux.. man.. lol.. nowadays i feel envious of everything, and I feel I'm behaving like a child infront of SnoW la.. it so sux big time..

I also need to buck up even more now!!! need to feel motivated motivated motivated!! I need powerups from my source.. haha.. being learning jap.. dunno why also.. maybe is de influence of JDorama and friends bahhs.. lol.. watch finish Gokusen II le.. haha.. at first was planning to watch 1 litre of tears nxt but then some episodes taken out of stage6 le.. so too bad la.. watching my boss my hero next haha.. i dun wan say more le.. so cya peeps next time.. haha..

I hate myself for being a worrier.. haha how come man.. maybe due to certain episodes in my sec school life or i just dun have experience bahhs.. dun think it'll work out though.. haha.. just believing in myself is not enough.. need to talk to SnoW more often la..