waking up at 4am

i dunno la.. stupid dream lor.. its not exactly a nightmare, but I can't phrase it.. damn.. guess I'm IN for it now.. wa kao!! freaking dream.. but not exactly fine to say it now.. but then i can give you guys a hint..

日有所思，夜有所梦.. haiz..

sad la.. guess the memory of it will stay with me forever, or at least until I've either succeeded or failed in... stupid.. guess I'm going emo all over again.. -____-

haii.. I don't know why, but if i cannot see you or speak to you, I'll feel very uneasy.. wonder what am I gonna do after you've walked away from me.. after breaking the big question, everything is gonna change for the better or for worst.. personally, it doesn't really matter.. all I want to be to you is being ur guardian angel (dunno how to phrase but its something like that).. everybody has their own choices so even if this is not what you want I'll be happy about it.. no problem..