don't keep standing at one place.. MOVE IT!

these few days were a big drag.. we even had to resort to finding more information to do reports.. all cause of some things never pass through brains ba.. and the recent flu/cough/sore throat virus that is floating around the class too..

I feel real bad.. and ashamed.. whatever happened to my report writing skills? omg.. keep on piling my grp members with more work to do.. wth.. haiz.. anyways i feel that we can pull through.. so just grit my teeth and PUSH!

sorry that its gna be last minute work again.. everyone doesn't like last minute work but its just my incompetence ba.. maybe i seriously lack enough leadership qualities with me la.. tamardy!

one thing for certain gives me a certain amount of joy.. reading.. what more so is actually reading "The Deer and the Cauldron".. c'mon, the book is funny and nice.. somehow i don't feel like returning the books to the library.. lol

and speaking about BD.. at least i'm able to have a group la.. even if they are all strangers to me.. since i have literally no friends in other courses or options in SB.. real lucky sia.. or else go match make le..

sometimes its real hard to make oneself be heard.. especially because its someone who makes mistake.. and sometimes one make another "disappear" by doin stupid things.. i know i'm ranting this but as usual.. no effort made to change..

things like i ought to sleep earlier is also forgotten straightaway.. for harder things like I will not steal money.. this is an exception..

i remembered when i was young i stole money from my parents.. bad boy huh? anyways i got beaten black and blue.. somehow i never managed to learn, and i stole again.. to cut things short, i was caught and i was beaten black and blue again.. since i was 14 at that time, i knew that i need to change.. and yea i never stole once anymore.. except pinching some loose change if i had not enough.. it was really until i had my own pocket money given to me on a per-month basis that i really never stolen again.. its just that special.. something that make me not be tempted to steal.. new responsibilities? growing mature? idk..

like what some lecturer said.. u know you are going to hell if you dont do good things.. students know but they still do bad things wad.. its the same theory la.. people are consious that they are maybe killing themselves by smoking, but they still do it wad..

so many analogies sia..

i think bottom line is.. don't do things that you will regret later on in life.. like ignoring a person, backstabbing, stealing, quarreling, fighting, smoking, drug abuse, suicide, killing, cheating on people.. yea.. its up to a person's moral code of conduct ba.. sure de ma..

that brings us to another question.. what if some people have a twisted code of conduct? kinda like jigsaw in saw.. i think at the best they'll be confined to mental institute?

tarmady.. its so long since i had such a thought about such a stupid issue..

and i think why my report writing skills deteriorated so fast.. must be cause of my GEMS ask me to write my own goals.. thats why like personal accounts like that my formal report =/

I think i'm gna continue blogging until kingdom comes ba.. ok now go edit le.. at least i got approval on my editing skills =)