read previous post for details. in the end. i don't get a clear idea of what we are talking about anymore..

maybe this shows how much of a dipshit andass i am.

(9:41 PM) Robin:	lol u got wonder b4 what is your role in life?
(9:41 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	LOL stop talking abt ur blog post -_-
(9:41 PM) Robin:	tmd when u go see sia
(9:41 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	my role is to die away un noticed
(9:41 PM) Robin:	i just uploaded only eh i mean posted
(9:42 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	leaving this insignificant body mind and soul behind
(9:42 PM) Robin:	thats no good. lol
(9:43 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	hahaha
(9:43 PM) Robin:	wad i want to find out is exactly what am i doing working so hard for
(9:43 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	i'm a pessimist
(9:43 PM) Robin:	fighting so hard to do what?
(9:43 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	kill me for it
(9:43 PM) Robin:	why am i doing what i am now?
(9:43 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	HAHAHA i aint even doing anything
(9:43 PM) Robin:	what am i here for anyways?
(9:44 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	wondering aimlessly looking for guidance to somewhere
(9:44 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	somewhere where there are happiness miracles
(9:44 PM) Robin:	right now as i see it i am just studying for studying's sake, playing for playing's sake, fucking up for fucking up's sake damn happiness i have
(9:44 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	lol
(9:44 PM) Robin:	i want to know what is my purpose in life nia
(9:45 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	purpose is to die insignificantly
(9:45 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	as u're jus an insignificant person in other ppls life no one would notice no one would care
(9:45 PM) Robin:	so what? i'm not insignificant till i cannot see myself you're the devil, man
(9:45 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	everyone would jus forget
(9:45 PM) Robin:	even if everyone forgets, you won't forget yourself
(9:46 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	u will forget urself as u're alr dead
(9:46 PM) Robin:	i supposed u dont believe in life after death ba
(9:46 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	hahahaahaha thats something i cant make myself believe in
(9:46 PM) Robin:	the moment u forget yourself, you wont exist is that correct?
(9:47 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	once u die u alr cease to exist
(9:47 PM) Robin:	if u haven die yet?
(9:47 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	memories can be forgotten feelings eroded
(9:47 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	they'll jus blow past like the wind
(9:48 PM) Robin:	there's always the conscious self. no matter how hard you try, u can't forget yourself. what are memories compared to your "true self"? we are talking about the consciousness le
(9:48 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	the prob is can u even find ur true self in this superficial world
(9:48 PM) Robin:	true if u lose your memories, u wont remember yourself
(9:48 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	everyones hiding behind masks and slowly u forget who u really are
(9:48 PM) Robin:	but does that means u wont find yourself anymore?
(9:49 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	with guidance yes u'll find urself again if not dream on
(9:49 PM) Robin:	i take the believe that if u are eroded, are you sure that your true self is not eroded?
(9:49 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	nothing last forever u know? NOTHING memories feelings true self
(9:50 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	they're jus a tool or method human use to find meaning to their lives
(9:50 PM) Robin:	even if everone hides behind a masks, there will be parts where people can find the true self
(9:51 PM) Robin:	if what u say is true, then by what process does people put in memories?
(9:51 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	but those parts will disappear once u forgotten wad ur true self is
(9:51 PM) Robin:	can we say that we, as of now, don't exist?
(9:51 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	yes den u tell me
(9:51 PM) Robin:	then we are taking the mask for true self?
(9:51 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	why do u live in this world? why are there pain and suffering? wads the meaning of life?
(9:51 PM) Robin:	why are there things as hope?
(9:51 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	wads ur true self hopes are jus a way ppl use to deceive themselves
(9:52 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	hopes are delusional its nvr real
(9:52 PM) Robin:	as much as i don't want to admit, a portion of myself resists when i say that we don't exists. what is that then? delusions? HOPE? or just stubborness?
(9:52 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	jus plain stupid
(9:53 PM) Robin:	stupid is not an issue here, alright lol
(9:53 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	lol wahaha
(9:53 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	everyone is unwilling to face up to the reality.....its true that humans live a meaningless life wealth? for wad? material stuffs? love?
(9:54 PM) Robin:	the main point is. if memories are just tools that people create, then what really are memories? a part of hope?
(9:54 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	jus to get affection from ppl
(9:54 PM) Robin:	everyone wants affection. right?
(9:55 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	yes...but wads the meaning of getting affection
(9:55 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	when u have to go through so much jus to get them? why do ppl have great lives...or so they say....
(9:55 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	and why do some have terrible lives getting incurable diseases?
(9:55 PM) Robin:	what about affection in areas where you are not looking for? like parent's love?
(9:56 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	so ppl do not have parents love
(9:56 PM) Robin:	ya, but then it all boils down to why we all exists again
(9:56 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	thats why we are living a meaningless life as theres no reason for us to exist
(9:56 PM) Robin:	i say that everybody has some form of love self love, is still love
(9:57 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	but to attain self love
(9:57 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	u have to have gone through pain in all other love
(9:57 PM) Robin:	then why is there life? and i disagree
(9:57 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	DEN u'll learn to love urself life is jus a random thing that happened
(9:57 PM) Robin:	you need to love yourself before u can call yourself qualified to love others
(9:57 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	an accident theres life because of an accident
(9:58 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	its jus mere coincidence
(9:58 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	and because of that accident theres no meaning to life
(9:58 PM) Robin:	even if its coincidence, it would need to have a purpose. in order to exists like people with no purpose in life wilt away but just talk about plants
(9:59 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	they live on cause they wanna find the meaning to life
(9:59 PM) Robin:	they still sprout even if some wilt
(9:59 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	which will nvr be found
(9:59 PM) Robin:	purpose of all living things other than people?
(10:00 PM) Robin:	you cannot simply say that they live just because they exists to feed people
(10:00 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	well thats wad all humans think other animals exist jus to feed us
(10:00 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	we're the superior species
(10:00 PM) Robin:	maybe we should ask a plant that. lol, and then we can find out the"truth" to their purpose in life
(10:01 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	plants purpose is to bring more life to this wretched place
(10:01 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	if i ever am gonna be a bio chemist i'll engineer a virus that'll wipe out all plants on this damn place
(10:02 PM) Robin:	ok lets go on another view. people are superior species. why is that? issit because "life" deemed us worthy enough to be able to find out what we are living for? so "life" gave us intelligence, that other species have not enough of?
(10:03 PM) Robin:	lol.
(10:03 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	its cause of this damn intelligence thats why the earth is dying
(10:03 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	did nature give us that to killing ourselves? do u see other animals doing things that will affect their well being?
(10:03 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	and u call us the superior ones?
(10:04 PM) Robin:	oi. u said human think they are superior de wad lol but animals do things like cannibalisation
(10:04 PM) Robin:	is that to their well-being or not?
(10:05 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	thats cause they do that to protect the equilbrium of their ecosystem
(10:05 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	and we kill each other for? NO FUCKING REASON
(10:06 PM) Robin:	then healthcare? if everything is done through natural selection, then we obviously wont be as intelligent as we think
(10:07 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	u think healthcare really helps???? by coming a medicine how much viruses have we made?
(10:07 PM) Robin:	or can we say that people are killing one another to "protect the equilibruim of the ecosystem"?
(10:07 PM) Robin:	viruses had already been there even before people gained intelligence
(10:07 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	anthrax? this was not there
(10:07 PM) Robin:	viruses also evolve anthrax would have to be "evolved"
(10:08 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	nuclear weapons that causes cells to mutate?
(10:08 PM) Robin:	people can't create things out of nothing everything is there just depends on how people use it metal is there. who thought that it can be made into machines?
(10:09 PM) Robin:	gold is there. who thought that it can become a form of currency?
(10:09 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	BUT....thoughts are created out of nothing arent they?
(10:09 PM) Robin:	you have you brains to begin with
(10:09 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	brains is the help function ur body
(10:10 PM) Robin:	there is brain activity when people are thinking
(10:10 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	since its physically changing the things that are alr there thoughts arent physical
(10:10 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	can u even prove that they are there?
(10:11 PM) Robin:	haha. if you are thinking that, then it will be there issit not?
(10:11 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	thats believing that its there u cant really pinpoint where it is right?
(10:11 PM) Robin:	true true.
(10:11 PM) Robin:	at least we can agree on that people attack useless value to things attaach
(10:12 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	okok bathe
(10:12 PM) Robin:	lol
(10:12 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	i need go out liao lol
(10:12 PM) Robin:	go where sia so good
(10:12 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	haha eat lol
(10:12 PM) Robin:	haha gdgd i'm gna think up of what to do for bd
(10:13 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	LOL
(10:14 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	scientist says thoughts are there jus because they see more brain activity when we're thinking but that doesnt prove anything
(10:14 PM) Robin:	u wanna start again ar?
(10:14 PM) ..|..<(+_Kèññ£th:	lol wahaha