a lil' experiment

*Step over and give myself a slap.. Stop wallowing in self pity! You idiot! People always take action to get what they want.. You? Want to give up without a fight? What a wimp you are.. Why doesnt my feelings show? I have a lot of positive thoughts, yet in my outer self, i feel helpless, and sad..

Today is truly a day where i cant truly smile (at least until the afternoon).. My only concern is that my friends will be concerned of me.. What to do? However stupid i am, i still wont do anything really stupid..

In times like this, logical thinking is needed or you end up in the newspaper.. I need a song to pep me up.. wth.. So many song le i still feel like Shit.. I hate it when i feel like that.. Who does? Everytime i feel like this, when shes there, i feel better instantly, but when we go i'll feel worse than ever.. Wth.. Ah well, so long as my lady is feeling good enough is ok le..

I wish i have somebody to scold me and to give me a few well timed punches to knock me out of this, Daze..

Well, todays lesson is on confidence.. For people who are extroverted, their confidence spills out.. They can do anything they want.. Yeah.. Its that simple for them..

For people who are introverted, they find it hard to be confident about new things.. As a rule of thumb, introverted people are quite pessimistic.. They have absolutely no confidence in themselves, even though they will also complete the task eventually, they will be slower in accomplishing it..

Things to make yourself confident includes finding out you passion like eating, walking and so no.. Another thing is to get yourself a role model.. Think about what they would do in the situation..

Superman and other superheroes doesnt count alright? I dont want people after reading the post attempt to fly.. Haha.. Well thats about it.. Well, these tips work to an extent, but ultimately its all about yourself..

hmm.. since i was in no mood to talk in the morning, i decided not to talk at all.. lol.. call it a little experiment.. i was determined to prove people wrong that i can stay quiet all day.. guess not.. haha.. as my mood gets better, i want to interact with people.. lol.. too bad lo i guess.. hahaha..

craving craving is no good.. haha.. yet i still crave for you to just look at me.. what am i thinking?